May 21 2012

Undo Me

I don’t really worship these days
I don’t really stand up to praise you with songs
Or prayers or actions
or with anything
I am full of all the right moves
I am full of all the right words
I am full of all the right religion
But it is all just illusion
I am really
Lonely
Lost
Calloused
Jaded
Cynical
Too religious
Too realistic
and well really just too lazy
to worship you anymore
I have lost my first love
I have lost the joy of your presence
But most of all I have lost the fear of your glory

Father I need to see you again
Like Isaiah I want to stand in awe of your glory
To fall down at your feet
To come face to face with your
Perfection,
Radiance,
Goodness,
Holiness,
Awesomeness
I want to stand before you and see you for who you are
and me for who I am
I want to be undone

I want to know me for who I really am
I want to see the depths of my heart
And know that you are the only way
You are the only truth
You are the only life
I want to see me and understand
What it really must have taken for you to
Love me
Care for me
See me
Speak to me
Want me
Communicate with me
Die for me
Die for me
Die for me

Lord, I want to stand in that place where all I can see is your glory
And my sin
Because in that place I can’t help but worship you.
Lord let me come undone
Undo my heart
Lord, undo my heart
break down these walls that I love so much
No, wait don’t,
I’m scared I don’t know if I can handle this
Don’t
But I can’t live this way anymore
I can’t stand here in this half-life
this going through the motions life
this not really alive life
Father, I need you... so come in and do what you must
Cut out the tumor on my heart
Break down the walls that I love
Lord let me come undone
Undo my heart
let me worship you again

*Blake Williams

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5/21/2012 7:47:44 PM
RM United States
RM
Thank you for reading this on air!
5/21/2012 7:47:54 PM
Mommyof5 United States
Mommyof5
That hit me on the spot. I was just saying something similar to it not too long ago. Thank you so much for sharing!!!
5/21/2012 7:48:17 PM
Roxanne McCallum United States
Roxanne McCallum
Awesome!
5/21/2012 7:49:31 PM
TM Canada
TM
Thank you. I was meant to hear this
5/22/2012 11:26:23 AM
Frances D. Thompson United States
Frances D. Thompson
I was just thinking of all the things I have been crying about for the last couple of weeks, God and the devil playing tug-a-war with me? Do this or don't, speak out or don't! My tears fall short to the ground and dry up long to the sky. My heart is confused and lost in my marriage, jobs, financials, kids, and worldly things. These barriers and walls need to be broken free to set me free of these things and God will win this tug-a-war with the devil! I will be set free & my life with God will be proclaimed through faith.
5/24/2012 2:12:30 PM
Angela Ellison United States
Angela Ellison
i was driving to work the other night thinking about how i feel so stuck in my walk with the lord. I used to walk think sleep everything i did it involved Jesus. now i feel numb and stuck. and as i was thinking how i wished i was so excited like i was a year ago about the lord and just loving life in general this poem came on klove radio station. i came home and printed it out. this is so much for me and i know God will bring me back to where i need to be. thanks so much klove for reading  and posting this.
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