Jan 17 2013


I don’t really worship these days
I don’t really stand up to praise you with songs
Or prayers or actions
or with anything
I am full of all the right moves
I am full of all the right words
I am full of all the right religion
But it is all just illusion
I am really
Too religious
Too realistic
and well really just too lazy
to worship you anymore
I have lost my first love
I have lost the joy of your presence
But most of all I have lost the fear of your glory

Father I need to see you again
Like Isaiah I want to stand in awe of your glory
To fall down at your feet
To come face to face with your
I want to stand before you and see you for who you are
and me for who I am
I want to be undone

I want to know me for who I really am
I want to see the depths of my heart
And know that you are the only way
You are the only truth
You are the only life
I want to see me and understand
What it really must have taken for you to
Love me
Care for me
See me
Speak to me
Want me
Communicate with me
Die for me
Die for me
Die for me

Lord, I want to stand in that place where all I can see is your glory
And my sin
Because in that place I can’t help but worship you.
Lord let me come undone
Undo my heart
Lord, undo my heart
break down these walls that I love so much
No, wait don’t,
I’m scared I don’t know if I can handle this
But I can’t live this way anymore
I can’t stand here in this half-life
this going through the motions life
this not really alive life
Father, I need you... so come in and do what you must
Cut out the tumor on my heart
Break down the walls that I love
Lord let me come undone
Undo my heart
let me worship you again

*Blake Williams

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1/17/2013 6:20:29 PM
Dave United States
1/17/2013 6:28:33 PM
Maritza United States
Thank you for this passage I really needed that, Thank you.
1/17/2013 6:32:01 PM
Sarah United States
1/17/2013 6:38:48 PM
Julie Stokes United States
Julie Stokes
Thank you so much.  It's as though you looked into my heart and spoke what I have no words to say.  Bless you for this.
1/17/2013 6:40:54 PM
Michelle United States
This is just what I needed to see.  Thank you so much for posting this!
1/17/2013 6:44:41 PM
Sharon United States
Wow...Awesome... Does that ever get to the heart of the matter. Painfully honest, vulnerable and broken. That's where God wants to meet us so He can lift us up, fill us with His love and walk with us as He shows us what it means to truly live. Glory to God!
1/17/2013 6:45:51 PM
Diana United States
I needed this Poem at that very second.  Thank you for giving me the words I just didn't have.  I will prayer this daily.  I know GOD heard my cries.  I am greiving my mom.  I miss her and know only Jesus is gonna get me thru this, nothing or noone else can.  
1/18/2013 3:16:57 AM
Kim United States
Thanks for sharing J.D.
1/18/2013 8:06:47 AM
Teresa United States
I was in the car for 6 hours last night.  God and I had a "discussion" for those 6 hours.  This poem was one of the first things I heard and it only got better after this! Thanks for sharing!
1/20/2013 11:11:00 AM
Beth United States
The most beautiful, inspiring and amazing heart felt thoughts I have heard in a long time.  Thanks ever so much for sharing, and may God bless you and all of the folks at K-Love.  May God continue to bless us all.
1/21/2013 3:26:04 AM
Stan United States
That was an awesome Poem/Prayer that so many people could benefit from. LORD bless You all!
1/21/2013 5:09:54 PM
jamie nixon United States
jamie nixon
i love this poem and it means a lot to me because its excactly how i feel... i feel like there is a wall between God and i but i cant break it down. the thing is that im trying to breaking it down myself. i just dont know how to ask God to break down that wall... so its very inspiring so thank you klove... i just cant figure out how to find God and have that wall broken down.
1/22/2013 6:30:05 PM
teri United States
Was coming home from work when I heard this, and it was if the Holy Spirit was praying this as I should have,  thank you for sharing, it is exactly what I need to Pray every day to keep my foucus.  God Bless
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