12/23/2012 7:44 PM
It's only a Mountain...
My spouse is consumed by his hurtful past and by the mistakes he has made in his life. He feels he is beyond redemption. He built the walls so high around his heart that he shut everyone out including me and especially God. This has been a 10 year process. 9 months ago he moved out. At first he was opening his heart a little at a time first to me then to the children at a family meeting where he vowed to try to be a better husband and father. Then came the heart attack. He swore he should have died we'd have been better off. This struggle has been extremely difficult on our beautiful family. I know he loves us but the time he spends with us is limited. I have been a faithful prayer warrior for my husband and our family. Lately Satan has been having a field day with my heart and my faith. Driving home tonight, to spend one more night alone I cried out to God to help me I felt so small and defeated. Immediately Only a Mountain by Jason Castro came on Klove. I knew right then and there God was with me. He has allways been in this 36 year marriage and He was telling me not to give up to just have faith in Him. I have heard that song 100 times but never more than tonight did it hit home.
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