I didn't have a great child hood. My parents were good to me but they weren't a good example of love. They loved me a lot but they were two separate worlds under one roof. I went to church but had never felt close to God, and with my grandma telling me I'd never be good enough it was hard to imagine I was good enough for God. I was looking for love in all the wrong places and wound up pregnant at age 17. February 10th I lost my baby (14 1/2 weeks along). I was so angry at God and I kept thinking, "Why have you turned your back on me all my life!" I truly felt God didn't care about me. I suffered from severe depression. Six weeks later (March 23rd) I was flipping through the presets on my car's radio when I landed on K-LOVE. You were playing Jason Gray's "I Am New" and it was the perfect song. God instantly freed me from the hurt I had felt all my life and he surrounded me with his love. I believe God puts the right songs on the radio at the right time. I know he did that day because I had reached rock bottom. I thank God every day for K-LOVE and Jason Gray because he used them to bring me closer to him. I finally have found true love, happiness and peace for the first time in my life.
I'm Not Who I Was